naivety

 for what you have thought was naive,

my friend I am not.

the word is tolerance - tolerant because I was trying to atone.
what you still speculate (amongst them)
is disappointing but to go as far as attack my pride
your social value is disgusting

ill give you a big hint: you are immature & irrelevant to me
Ive known that for a long time

 you have never asked that I know this?
but you can go ahead ask about the ppl in my life, 

that keep me balanced & piecing together snippets, 

hearsay, judgement, opinion

loose information is entertaining or okay on one hand
completely irrelevant to real truth on the other.
youve grasped general demographic.
You are blinded by your ego to think you
have mastered figuring me out when 

in actuality ive been deceiving/avoiding the fool in you.

you can have the fake truth you deserve,

im comfortable in my own skin,

misleading a fuckwit like yourself,

is my introverted joy

you just called me a liar & said that you would never believe me"

you claim that Im lying right now

so why do you think I was ever telling you the truth back then

i know sincere people when i feel them,